I hate how I’m always drifted and drifting apart from people I used to talk to everyday and now we barely talk or even say hi. It’s either we meet different people, don’t talk much or don’t have classes together. I just wish sometimes friendships would last forever. Basically we are strangers now.
When you’ve lost track of time, when you just feel that connection, that spark. When you’d look at your phone and see that it’d been more than an hour. Where you’d talk for so long, then suddenly think ”How did we end up talking about this?!” The best conversations are the ones where you don’t even need to worry or think of what to say.. you just do because you’re just that comfortable.
Have you ever had that feeling? When nothing feels right and nothing excites you anymore. Everything you hear and everyone around you makes you feel depressed. You feel trapped inside your own emotions and there seems to be no way out, but you don’t even know the reason for this sudden sadness. You feel a disconnection between you and all of your close ones. And you think you just want to be left alone, by yourself. Yeah, I hate those days.